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"You aren't upset at the whole thing?" *She'd blink.* " ...I miss our friends, out of no-where.... its like I was left behind one day." "...I spiraled. I ran into a war I had NO business being in to cope. Turns out in typical lemur fashion, just made it worse for myself! Hahahaha- haaaah." *She looks to lanolin....* "Hey..We're here now. I don't have anything against you. I couldn't Lano......We got each-other still..."

🎨-Inspired bell for the lano pngs / as always google drive is from ringtailex

"You too?... " "...I'm sorry I got all angsty during the tryouts. That's not fair of me. I've just... been trying to get back to something of an old life...." "Before the Farcade War, before the breakup..." "...I'm Sorry Lano..." "....I've just been very much down without my friends..."

Where is everyone ....

[7/6] Monday In an effort to get my mind off this stupid thought that shouldnt really matter, but thanks to DID its a stupid kinda thing ... Ahem, here is a Great Lemur Bop~ for all of my oomfie! Check it~ And hope your Monday is Great as all heck! -- youtube.com/watch?v=Tit9oU5P…

//a thought that wont go away 7 -This isnt a rp bit- People have stopped interacting with me, and I cant help wonder what I did wrong.... I cant really control how Surge yells, and I'm sorry if she hurt you. It's something I cant control. I take full responsibility if any of my alters including Starline made you upset... -- I feel like everyone assumes I'm fine, and just.... Idk... I feel like I'm being punished for things other accounts did. And I take full responsibility for what our alters did or said . .. --- I watch our alter QNA Do her thing, and Im happy she gets interactions.... and...ours basically hit a brick wall and went KABOOM. So seeing her just yap away when she fronts with a blue checkmark hurt. But Im not lashing out at my alter. She cant control how much people wanna interact with her, as much as I cant. It just....feels I did something wrong, and now I'm being distanced by everyone. - Tangle The Lemur

// The thought is still there 6 // - This isnt a RP bit - We had our first restful sleep in a while. Not Long. But it was restful the same. --- I have the blue checkmark because for me, being rate limited and forced away from replies, and conversations is it's own kinda hell for me. -- Yeah I know its Twitter but. For me it feels like Im really ignoring/ Neglecting- or being Ignored / Neglected. -- I - Feel everything like a phantom sensation. Its why I freak over EXE Horrors, it's why I nuke like I'm being personally slighted to my face. -- I've been working on getting better, and seeing the offhand bot comments on other moots profiles or minds. . ... I just....spiraled.... ---- We didnt blow up at the community this time, so thats good. I'm just..... Depressed at the moment. I dont know what to do, removing the blue checkmark means I cant post like this. It means Im rate limited and have to pick and choose replies.... --- And if you feel at all ignored by me, I am truly sorry. I am terrible at DM's... Sometimes posts get lost in the waves... ... Tangle the Lemur

// Alr ppl, listen here. @whisperhugger IS NOT A BOT JUST BECAUSE SHE HAS VERIFIED STATUS! All they got it for was because they like to make long posts, THIS DOES NOT MAKE THEM A BOT! They are VERY real and have REAL feelings that were affected by the bot calling. So please stop.

//this isn't an RP... //this ...isnt a bit... //Im actually spiraling.

//a thought that wont stop 5...// I know I said I'd be fine posting positivity into the void alone... But... I didn't mean it like where everyone ignores me.... Where...I'm left alone... ....again....

I hope Its not because I wont go all into political punching either.... I dont want that.,...

//a thought that wont leave 4...// --- I'm trying to do ok.... But when People force the script Im a bot because I like to Yap. --- I-I-idk , when I'm trying to build a cool and supportive community. I know I shouldnt let this bother me, but it does. I'm depressed over it. --- I see other parodies with blue checkmarks be fine, but I'm the bot case....Me... And the solution of removing the blue checkmark wont work..... ...I dont know what I need right now.... --- I think everyone's just, letting me do my own thing...saying what they want, and just watching it crash again...but I'm not a bot. --- So why are other verified profiles fine... But I'm the one chosen to be given the bot label... ---

//a thought that wont leave ....3/// I'm....just gonna spread out on the bed.... And try to cuddle something..... .......

//a thought that wont leave ....2/// Is it really because of a stupid checkmark that people see me as a bot? .....I just wanna yap and post long positive support -and- .....