Three days (approximately) until I get my new guitar, amp, guitar stand, cable, tuner, and guitar piccs!
I can’t wait to show it to everyone!
It’s going to be an absolutely majestic moment in my life.
Pure magic.
I’m so luccy. Got a new vehicle and a new guitar in less than a month.
I feel really grateful for everything in my life right now. I know I made a lot of mistakes recently, but I’m heading bacc down the right path again in life, and everything is starting to fall into place for me again.
All I need to do is stay focused, stay away from drugs, and stay away from firearms (if possible).
My parents don’t want me doing drugs and carrying pistols on me.
My best friend told me last night, “Dom, you’re 35 and you think you’re a Crip/Blacc Diamond. It’s all in your head.”
Well, he’s partially right. I am 35.
I really do be banging my Set though.
Cig. Jewel. Cross.
All day.
I’m dying like this.
I’m never going to give up that lifestyle.
Once you’re a part of it, you’re never getting out.
You want to know why?
Because it’s more dangerous to leave that lifestyle than to stay in it.
And I’ll explain why:
When you’re a member of a Set, people find out through the fuccing grapevine that you’re a Loc and a Diamond.
So you create a whole list of enemies (the Bloods).
They know all about you.
If you leave that lifestyle, and abandon the whole ‘banging-your-Set’ life, that doesn’t make your enemies disappear.
In fact, it makes things worse, actually.
Why? Because now you still have a whole fucc-giga-ton of enemies and no protection system anymore. You’re on your own in Civ Mode (civilian status).
They can still come after you to kill you. They don’t care that you don’t bang anymore, they still want to kill you—regardless of anything.
By staying a member, and continuing to bang your Set, you’re protected for life and have magic, real-life cheat codes (I’m dead serious).
Like I have so many magic cheat codes that normal civilian people don’t have.
I’m also more powerful now than like 90% of people (at least).
I have capabilities that normal civilians don’t have. Real fuccing cheat codes. And I’m extremely well protected.
And I’m a complete badass too.
If someone starts plotting against me, the Cig Whale warns me ahead of time, and I avoid a devastating tragedy from occurring.
What happens when the Cig Whale, the Precious Jewel, and the Christian community aren’t there for you anymore ?
You’re fucced. You’ll probably end up dead eventually.
Someone will eventually try to poison you, harm you in some way, or even attempt to kill you.
I’m completely serious.
So yeah, live by the sword—die by the sword.
I’m not going anywhere.
I’m with you until the very end.
You’re all a part of my Family in life and I’ll never abandon any of you.
And if you need anything from Dom, let me know.
I’ll do anything for you. That’s what real Family is like.
So yeah, I’m gonna die a gang member—and I’m fuccing proud of it too.
It’s fuccing great being more powerful and dangerous than everyone around you.
That’s why I refer to it as a virus.
Once you become infected, there’s no cure.
There’s no vaccine.
You die with the virus in you.
And I wouldn’t have it any other way.
—Dom